what if

what if
you never lied
never fed me false security
that you would be there for me
would i be crying right now?

what if
i let you continue
to hurt me each day
and i wouldn't complain
would i be happier now?

what if
i knew that
i'd be missing you this much
like i cannot live without you
would i have let you go just now?

what if
i wasnt me
i became the girl you wanted
and you were proud to be my man
would i hate myself less than now?

what if
you loved me
like you were supposed to
what if you just loved me
would you be alone right now?