X-posed

eyeliner, lipstick, hair all done
invincible, perfect, have all the fun
outfits, clothes that make them stare
to see past that is just plain rare
the snob, the beauty, the heartless bitch
just propaganda, its my sales pitch
i'm exposed now, i can't hide
this is me, i know i lied

you see her, that's not me
i’m not the girl you thought i'd be
you think you have me figured out
how can you know me, even i have doubts
you hold me tight and find i break
the confident smile i have is fake
i'm exposed, i hate it so
i'm scared it will make you go

unhappiness beneath the smile i wear
if i frown, will you still be there?
i let you in, my so-called friend
will you stick around until the end?
naked, no make-up, this is real
tell me, how does that make you feel
i'm exposed, will you stay?
or are you gonna run away?

you accept me- this feels new
cuz i am me when im with you
a pleasure to meet me, its been so long
for someone to hear this silent song
do you fear me? love me? tell me why
you love the girl beneath the lie
i'm exposed and it's ok
i know you'll be there for me anyway