with a woman

sometimes i think it'd be easier
if i was with a woman
at least i know
what certain actions mean
i've learned
to read between the lines
what it really means
when she says
what she says

i wouldn't forget
to tell her, remind her, reassure her
that she's beautiful
and maybe
she'll do it back
because she knows
like i know

a woman would be simpler
because sex would be
just that with her
and i can't really
fall in love with her
because she just won't
be my type
because i like guys
like you

it would be better
with a woman
because she'd know
how i like it
not touch me too hard
too soft, too much, too little
she'll be just right
except i might crave you
inside me
once in awhile
what would i do then

if she chooses
to break my heart
she can't
she never had it
in the first place
because i forgot
to get it back
and you still have it

but you can keep it
because i don't want
her to have it, ever
so it can always
be easier with her