you
hold his hand
say i love him
i pretend that it's you
close my eyes
touch his lips
i think that they're yours
takes me in his arms
whisper in my ear
i wish this to be you
walking side by side
believing i am his
i still belong to you
pressed against his body
feel his breath on my cheek
i want to scream for you
go home to his house
sleep in his bed
then i pray for you
wait till you come back
or hoping for him to be
but its never you