Saturday, February 22

ode to the boy in speech class

ode to your hair, your pants, your shirts
that resurrect a mem'ry that hurts
the painful way you laugh and smile
forces to reminisce awhile

ode to his love, i'll hate you more
blame you that he's out the door
forgiveness if you take his place
draw my future, my past: erase!

ode to what you're meant to do
fool me till i wont know who's who
convince me that he loves me still
te empty spaces he left, you'll fill

ode to the destiny you're meant to seal
and the emotions that you're forced to feel
let me pretend my dreams come true
live the lie that i once knew

ode to the shock that struck me when
you showed me her- your special friend
a photo of the one you love
forced my hope to disappear above

ode to the clone, you broke my heart
just like the boy, u played his part
thru your girl, i see HER too
staring back with love for you

ode to the pain from the same face
these familiar tears but a different case
both had hearts not meant to loan
so ode to their love that i'll never own

the boy in my speech class
carries the smile you shine
wears your eyes that hold me
fashions the threads that make you
it's your chance to love me thru him

excitement. crack open his head!
hoping to find you there
but there stands speech boy
hitting me with the cold fist that
you will never love me again

Wednesday, February 19

thus is the battle of the hearts

stone walls crumbled
fighting spirits perished
thriving hope diminished
great egos destroyed
unending joy forgotten
lasting love ended

the icy heart
of a ruthless bitch
has finally met its match
the long awaited foe

the worthless puddle
wont ever forget
the boy that melted her
to nothing but a pool of tears