Wednesday, September 21

flatulence

like a G.I. in a battlefield
it manuevers through unmarked territory
searching for a sanctuary
that will save it from negligence
a cloud of soldiers
warm, heavy, unseen
by the human eye
curls into your nostrils
infiltrating all senses
clings on for dear life
letting you know its existence
it screams in silent disturbance
and you know you've been invaded

Tuesday, September 20

everyone to know

i want everyone to know you're mine
from the old cap on your head
to the jordan shoes on your feet

i want to baptise you
with my wanting
and have my smell
reek from your clothes
i want to leave you
strange birthmarks on your neck
that scream 'back off bitch,
he's already gettin some'
i'm sharpening my claws
so i can write my name
all over your back
the stinging afterwards
will remind you of me

i want everyone to know i'm yours
from the split end of my hair
to the chipping nailpolish on my toes.

i want you to become a vampire
and let me be your only victim
i don't ever want you
to let go of my hand
in case someone
wants to take me away from you
i want you to make love to me
and make me feel it all the way
till the next day
i want you to change your status
to "in a relationship"
so everyone can
leave us the fuck alone

i want everyone to know we're together
from the tips of you to the bottom of me

dumb boys

why do smart girls fall for dumb boys?
their idiotic smiles seem to be the new diamonds
seems every girls got one around her arm these days
why do we treasure these thoughtless entities
who forgets to call when they're supposed to
and drive you wild with their uncomplicated thinking
sometimes you want to pull every strand off your head
because he can't seem to understand what's wrong
but all you need to hear is an "i'm sorry"
for some reason, that is enough coming from him
sometimes i feel these dumb boys are pretty smart
and these smart girls act pretty fucking dumb

Sunday, September 18

hero

when he could leap tall buildings with a single bound
who needed doors when he could jump through my window?
now my window misses his dramatic entrances

still wearing a smug look on his face and globs of gel in his hair
my man of steel now sits on a cold metal wheelchair
hoping to resemble someone you've seen in a comic book
he longs to go back to his glory days

a phone booth was his favorite place to take his clothes off
with wavy hair and glasses, no one could recognize him
i still think he looks great in tights

his useless body stays upright at all times
when he slumps down, he snaps when i help him
"i;m a grown man, lois. i can do it myself"
i sigh, "i know, clark." but help him anyway.

faster than a speeding bullet, he always showed up
at the last minute to rescue me from danger
but did he ever wonder who was there to save him?

as i spoon-fed him his mashed potatoes, he eagerly devours his food
leaving stains on the big yellow S on his chest
in the end when he wasn't a super man anymore,
it was I who turned out to be the superhero.

jealous of mona lisa
*poem about ginevra de'benci, a work by da vinci not as famous as the mona lisa

ginevra de'benci
why don't you try to smile
and put those wasted pieces
of swollen flesh
resting on your face
to good use?

you must be jealous
of the mona lisa.
her name dances
on the tongue of every mouth.
her smile is printed
on the corner of all minds.
her face haunts the pages
of history books.

but you sit patiently
like a ghost
on the bottom left corner
of the art appreciation book
i never gave back
in high school.

you must be jealous
of the mona lisa
who's known for her smile.
all i see when i look at you
are the bottomless gray
of our eyes
gazing longingly at me.

but the closer i look
and the more i squint my eyes
i notice you looking
elsewhere
to some fascination
behind me.

what are you thinking?
maybe that mr. da vinci
took his sweet time
painting her and not you?
you must be jealous
of the mona lisa.

beauty queen

ode to the beauty queen: she's misery in disguise
a display behind the glass of a trophy case
she shows off her success like a prize

she looks down from her pedestal with no warmth in her eyes
glorified yet alone like the portrait atop the fireplace
ode to the beauty queen: she's misery in disguise

she rarely eats because "she's too fat" then she'll exercise
so she can parade down that catwalk with confident grace
she shows off her success like a prize

the winner of princess crowns, to all's surpise
has a cheering section that echo the emptiness of space
ode to the beauty queen: she's misery in disguise

she's too good for everyone. she won't socialize
but loves to harvest the eyes off every boy's face
she shows off her success like a prize

having no time for love, she'll soon realize
she wasted her beauty like a flowerless vase
she shows off her success like a prize
ode to the beauty queen: she's misery in disguise

v.d.

don't misunderstand
not the venereal disease
it's much worse than that

don't go out at night
secret societies meet
under red heart moons

arms bursting with bloom
smiles tatooed on every girl
who is not alone

no gun to your head
yet forced to let these nightmares
eat at your vision

so if you ask me
i'd rather live through v.d.
than valentine's day