Saturday, September 17

my favorite

you remind me of my favorite game
how fired up i get trying to win it over
every defeat rewards me with some sweet victory
i'd still play it even though my eyes are red
and my fingers are tired from pushing buttons
it's worth losing sleep over trying to figure it out
i can play you over and over again
and never get sick you
until i beat the game

you remind me of my favorite lingerie
how sexy it makes me feel by putting it on
it brings out my bad side but in a good way
i can get some action each time i wear it
because it screams "i want you"
it never fails to get me off
i can wear you over and over again
and never get sick of you
until it wears out

you remind me of my favorite pet
how it was when i first got it
i couldn't leave its side
i catered to its every need without complaint
i snuggle into its fur
and feel my only comfort
i play with it every chance i got
it always held my attention
i can stroke you over and over again
and never get sick you
until it got old

you remind me of my favorite food
how it tastes when it enters my mouth
i savor every bite as if it was my last
sometimes i'm so hungry it hurts
the aching makes me stuff my face
until i can't eat anymore
because it tastes too damn good to stop
i can eat you over and over again
and never get sick you
until i'm full

you remind me of my favorite movie
how happy i get when i see it on the screen
i know every line by heart
i know of all the discrepancies
and still love every bit of it anyway
my dvd player can't get the taste
of that movie out of its mouth
i can stand your reruns over and over again
and never get sick of you
until it ends

you remind me of my favorite song
how it always makes me want to sing along
the way i feel when i hear it play
with every word touching me
moving me from the inside out
i can put you on repeat
listen to you over and over again
and never get sick of you
until i change the track

you remind me of a favorite i used to have
how it seemed to be the best thing there was
i couldn't compare anything to it at the time
because it was the only thing i wanted
i'd pick it over anything i loved
because it was my favorite
and there was nothing else i would rather do
than see you over and over again
and never get sick of you
until i got a new favorite

anymore

you don't know where i've been
so don't come around thinking
your words do anything to me
your actions mean nothing to me

you think you can hurt me
you waltz into my life
like you swear you're gonna be
somebody to me

how dare you act like that
and actually believe i'd stick around
you don't know what i've been through
you won't believe what i've seen

it's easier every time
i have to walk away
i won't hesitate this time
to vanish like a dream

i won't think twice or regret
it's less complicated to hate
than trouble myself to care
because nothings really worth it anymore

careless

you can't trust boys with your heart
no matter how worth it they look
they'll always manage to break it somehow

like kids in a glass store
they run wrecklessly through it
never thinking about what its worth

they eat hearts for dinner
and after a couple of beers
they'll throw it up all over the floor

so don't trust some boy and give it all
his bullshit lines that make you fall
i'm sure with time it'll change

boys have no clue about hearts
theirs are behind bulletproof casing
so they handle ours like we have armor

with accident or purpose, there will be damage
but they won't understand why it hurts
so let's start a revolution to destroy theirs

unsuspecting

when you least expect it
it hits you
like birdshit
landing on your head

you know it could happen
to anyone
but you actually think
you're above it all

you walk around
confident
as if you're saying
bring it on

but you weren't prepared
like you thought
because you never imagined
you could miss him again

Thursday, September 15

again

its funny how i swear
been hurt too much to care
or feel that much pain again

until you came along
and proved that i was wrong
didn't know your capabilites

not saying that you might
but i know without a fight
i'd give you all of me

vulnerable and weak
the side you get to peek
doesn't usually come with this package

i want to run away
but fuck it, i will stay
never thought i'd feel this way again