Sunday, July 13

i don't know why im here
i don't know why i stay
i get nothing from this whole thing
i make time just to see you
yet your lips cant breath a thank you

i question if you love me
do you really care?
are you really worth it?
am i wasting my time
with an ungrateful boy?

sometimes i want to leave
run away and never look back
but you change my mind
in a heartbeat
with just one look

X-posed

eyeliner, lipstick, hair all done
invincible, perfect, have all the fun
outfits, clothes that make them stare
to see past that is just plain rare
the snob, the beauty, the heartless bitch
just propaganda, its my sales pitch
i'm exposed now, i can't hide
this is me, i know i lied

you see her, that's not me
i’m not the girl you thought i'd be
you think you have me figured out
how can you know me, even i have doubts
you hold me tight and find i break
the confident smile i have is fake
i'm exposed, i hate it so
i'm scared it will make you go

unhappiness beneath the smile i wear
if i frown, will you still be there?
i let you in, my so-called friend
will you stick around until the end?
naked, no make-up, this is real
tell me, how does that make you feel
i'm exposed, will you stay?
or are you gonna run away?

you accept me- this feels new
cuz i am me when im with you
a pleasure to meet me, its been so long
for someone to hear this silent song
do you fear me? love me? tell me why
you love the girl beneath the lie
i'm exposed and it's ok
i know you'll be there for me anyway

another broken heart

he takes my heart
keeps it under glass to show off
for them

he takes my heart
holds it like he means forever
for me

he takes my heart
crushes the last surviving pieces
for her

he takes my heart
like its destined to break
for him